Sya

2010-08-01T02:29:00.008+08:00

I MOVED!

❤3words8letters❤sya❤

2010-06-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

HI FUCKHEADS!

JUMP OFF!

2010-04-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

I hate life.
It's so unfair.
Maybe this is just another down moments in my life.
Its also the worst.

There's a saying;
If you love someone, let him/her go. If it comes back to you, the love's true. He/She is yours to love.

What if that happens to you?
And then you felt so overjoyed.
And you thought its forever now.
So you gave your all.
Not long after,
He/She is gone.
Again.

You loose him/her for the second time.
In fact, this is the third.

I'm so lost.

To be honest,
I think im loosing my bestfriend too.
I don't know to what or whom.
I just got this feeling that we're dirfting apart.

Which makes me feel,
I've lost my pillar,
My shoulder to cry on.
No one to turn to other than my confused self.

I'm not sure who is going to read this
but, hey, you can hate me, can damn me,
Just don't ask me what I meant.
I just won't stick around anymore.
I'm a cave girl now.

Soul searching is a waste of time.
I admit failure.
White flag and I surrender.
I won't build my life anymore,
I'll let life build me.

I hope everyone's happy now.

And with that,
This blog permanently is closed.

❤ Sya

2010-04-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

Got caught in the rain.
My nose is a running mucus pipe.

Will enjoy the chalet tommorrow.
Still thinking whether to taunt at the chalet or with boyfriend.

Ouh, changing the Fafaisyatiin's facebook to mine.
Long story,
don't ask.

I'm going to continue
'Dirty Sexy Money'-ing.

Taa!

❤ Sya

2010-04-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

Well, I should've blogged about everything we've missed while I was on hiatus.
But maybe, I just gotta say a piece of my mind right now.
Since there's really not a soul I could depend on at the moment.

To make matters worst;
My efficent brother is engrossed with 'I not stupid',
Boboy is out having family time,
And my boyfriend, is out having dinner alone.
Which is definitely hard to believe.
Ouh, did I mention that I've been meeting him once a week?
Yes, just ONCE every 7-10 days!
Utterly pathetic.

Well, that's not the case.
(I just typed in a whoole bunch of craps here but I've deleted it)

I'm just tired of hearing both stories, alright?
This sucks.
Don't tell me YOU and YOU don't feel the same way.
And yes, by saying YOU and YOU the whole universe knows who!
I just want to make us, us again. Please.
Well, now that I understand why you were trying to fit in.
I'm sure we could all work things out.
Fcuk.
I don't know what i'm talking about.

BarneyBaby: Punch the wall if angry
Sya: Punch you can?
BarneyBaby: Can syg

Ooooooo.. You really don't know how much I feel like doing that to you, Honey.
Hmph!

❤ Sya

2010-03-29T01:46:00.001+08:00

I
STILL
CAN'T
FIND
THE
RIGHT
TIME
TO
UPDATE!

❤ Sya

2010-03-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

So clearly,
I'm so LAAAAAAAAZY to update.

Short summary;
Life's good.
I love the rain!
Which explains why I'm down with flu.

I'll start blogging again soon! ^^

❤ Sya

2010-03-05T12:56:00.006+08:00

Woke up early today.
Alright, maybe not,
I woke up at 12.30pm.

It's a big day today.
Tommorrow too.
And Sunday, maybe.

Right, first things, first.

Happy Birthday BabyLove!
(In fact, Happy Birthday to us!)

Yayy! You're 19 already!
Can't wait to spend the 3 days with you!
Be a filial and grateful son to your parents,
a good and helpful brother to your siblings
and mostly, a sincere and faithful Boyfriend to me!
Hehe!

So yesterday was my day.
I had fun, like to the max.
Haha!

Thanks for the wishes and all!
Appreciated and much Loves!

Well, I got to pack my stuffs already.
Still thinking whether I should bring along my lappy.
Hmph.

Play this;

❤ Sya

2010-03-03T00:28:00.003+08:00

I had the most awesomest time today.
Old friends are still the best.
Still the most supportive.
They are of much great help!
Got a feeling they like things how it used to be.
Loves!

I kinda miss my boy.

I've got a feeling, I'm about to do the unthinkable.
Hmph.

1 more day! ^^

❤ Sya

2010-03-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

SYA WAS ACCOMPANIED BY BOY AM TO CLINIC!
AND I HAVE TO GO TO WOODLANDS TO DO MY X-RAY DAA!
TSK!

SYA SMILED AND WAS HAPPY LIKE NEVER BEFORE LUH TODAY!
SYA MISSED ALOT LUH SIA!
MAMPOS!

GUESS WHAT LUH SIOL;
2 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.
3 MORE DAYS TO MY BOYFRIENDS BIRTHDAY.
3 MORE DAYS TO ME AND BOYFRIEND'S CHALET.
AND
A FEW MORE MINUTES TO ______________!

TELL ME WHY I SHOULDN'T BE A HAPPY BITCH RIGHT NOW?
*shaking butt*
MWARCKS!

I will be out tommorrow!
So BYE-BYE everything!
Don't bother to bother me!
Yayy2!

I shall upload today's photos of the Silver & Gold soon!

❤ Sya

2010-02-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

Don't be surprised.
Hold your laughter.

This was why Gundu called me 'White forehead Women'.
I've got Bedak Sejuk all over my forehead and face, yesterday night!

Haha!
Please go away pimples and such!
Ouh, I'll rather go the tradisional way. ^^

1. Eat the cream!

2. Dip the cookie and eat it!

3. Check whether you've grown some fats.

1. Wash your oily and dirty face.

2. Apply pimple gel.

3. Play around with your bedak sejuk and make yourself look like a fool!

4. Get your brother to promote Oxy.

Going to the clinic to check my jaw.
I hope everything will go fine.

❤ Sya

2010-02-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

Alaahai luh Atiq, thanks so much! But Sya not expecting tau! ^^

What's up Babies?
Good day?

I sure enjoyed mine!
Was with Bibik and Kak Farah today.
And I so love them much! (:

Pampering myself with lots of new stuffs at the moment.
Daddy's been nice to keep filling in my wallet for me! ^^

My boyfriend is out, fishing.
So basically, I'm so free,
I decide to dress up in my new tops an bottoms right now!
Bye!

❤ Sya

2010-02-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

What's up
Pala B(s)?
Heh.

Best pa da holidays?
Teehee!

Yea, had my last paper today.
Which means, I got to start working to fill up time.
Hmph, soon.

Chalet's first!
I can't wait!

I was over at Barney Baby's after paper today.
Had tuition with Ameera and guess what girl,
you did pretty good today, know?
Soon, you'll master Mathematics and will love it!
Huuuaaaa!

And, urm, Nadz, I feel you. Thanks for tagging.
You set me thinking for a while there.
Yea, what you said was so true.
But hey, I managed to clear things up with him. ^^
And he promised me no more arguments and such.

Basically, things just got settled between me and Boyfriend.
I hope this stays for long.
Much loves!

Sya suke feeling-feeling jadi Mommy!
Carrying Erin just makes me miss my Babyboy Ezra.
Hmph!

LEGONG! Thanks! Your tag made me smile so wide! Huaak!

❤ Sya

2010-02-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

_I_

Anymore Shits?

Eh please luh!
Cukop2 boley?
Siket2 suda uh semue.
AKU PENAT!!

Just too many confusions, hates, revenge, and such.
Too much bad aura around, right now.
CLEAR!!, BAD AIR!

Well, I was awaken from bed cause I realised it's the 25th.
I wonder what's on Barney's mind right now?
Maybe it's just another day.

Happy 5th, anyways.
Sigh, I don't know luh what's on my mind right now.
It's good enough that I got a night-night text.

Serious luh! Like F siak!
I don't know who else to talk to at this hour other than myself!
Ni GUNDU! Dasar besar nye LG! I'm not going to help you claim yourself.
(bile kaw bace ni, kaw gi terjon dari tingkap rumah kaw k?)

ENOUGH PROBLEMS LUH!
AKU ADE EXAMS! PAHAM?! EXAMS!

I've given up being nice to EVERYBODY.
So now, I'll start being selfish.
Try to stop me.

I'm feeling at the very tip of my head.
My brain's fried!

F U C K

❤ Sya

2010-02-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

Hey you,
I know you're going to read this.

I am,

D-I-S-S-A-P-O-I-N-T-E-D.

I really don't know what I've done.
Chalet's next week.
And we've been doing nothing but argue.

I waited under the hot sun.
I endured being alone all the time.
I assured myself that I'm alright,
when I sure do know that I'm really broken inside.

Yea, you did nothing wrong.
Just how I'm treated.
Yes, you gave me everything I wanted.
Please, gifts, money, and such,
won't make me happy, you know?

What I did wrong this time?
You told me that nothing was wrong,
but please, I'm not blind, I'm not stupid.
Even if you got stressed up about something else other than me,
there's no reason for you to treat me that way, right?

I've done nothing but wishing I could help.
And you? You made me feel as though I'm just a burden.
You don't even talk to me.

I really am useless to you, am I?

You're not serious are you?
None of our arguments are funny you know?
How come you can make a joke out of our arguments?
It's really hurting.

It's just so hard for us to communicate.

Try understanding me.

Tsk.
I really don't know.
I haven't paid the damn bills.
And so I guess, phone's only for music soon.

If things go on this way;
I'm afraid it's just too late.

I'm really losing my head.

❤ Sya

2010-02-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

I
AM
LOSING
MY
GOD
DAMN
MIND!

❤ Sya

2010-02-20T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I'm so rotting at home.
Supposingly to meet Gunduhead.
But Gundu's gone M.I.A

Having said that, I wonder where is my Babyboy right now.
Hmm.

So here I am,
I got glued to the television screen and on my lappy at the same time.

And this was something that was aired a while ago.
It really did touched my heart and I wish I could do something to help.
Maybe, I could download the song legally this time. ^^
Enjoy.

Im going to countinue watching more T.V.
Can't wait for dinner!
I smell delicious cooking coming from the kitchen.

❤ Sya

2010-02-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

So I guessed my last post hurt quite a number of eyes huh?

Now that hyphen's (-) been used, today, I'm going to use dots (.)

H.E.L.L.O.

Nah! I'm just kidding.

Major break out on my face!
Still pretty in pimples though! LOL!

Well, I burned midnight oil with a Gunduhead last night over at my house.
I studied while Gundu fell asleep soon after.
I headed for Engineering Mathematics Paper and was effing mad at myself for being so darn careless!

Had tuition with Ameera today. Which means, AT LAST!, I GOT TO MEET THAT VERY BACIN BOYFRIEND OF MINE! Though he headed for work soon after.

Notice the pimples on our cheecks? Mine's on the right, Sugar's on the left.
Huahuahua! I figured I got it from him! Siape suro kiss!

Friday is not complete without lepak-ing sessions. So I had some time with the guys and girls. Bitter-sweet; THINK POSITIVE, THINK WISE.

Darn it! Mugging session with Ahmad Syafiq this Monday. Tsk.

Ouh;
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY AMEERA!
Wish you all the very best in the upcoming events in the near future (N's espcially). Stay healthy and study hard horr, Preetyhead!

❤ Sya

2010-02-17T22:48:00.003+08:00

H-E-L-L-O

B-U-D-A-K K-E-N-T-O-T N-I P-E-K-I-K K-A-T S-E-B-E-L-A-H T-E-L-I-N-G-E A-K-U H-A-R-I N-I.
N-A-S-E-B B-A-I-K D-I-E-R B-E-S-T-G-I-R-L A-K-U, K-A-L-A-U T-A-K D-A L-A-M-E A-K-U P-E-K-I-K K-A-T D-I-E-R B-A-L-E-K.
S-H-E S-H-O-U-T-E-D C-A-U-S-E S-H-E S-A-W A L-O-O-S-E P-E-T D-O-G.
A-N-D I TH-O-U-G-H-T I L-O-S-T M-Y S-E-M-A-N-G-A-T T-H-E-N.

Y-E-A, I H-A-D A P-A-P-E-R T-O-D-A-Y A-N-D I S-U-C-K A-T I-T, B-I-G T-I-M-E!
I-T'S A F-I-N-A-L P-A-P-E-R A-N-D I D-O-N'T K-N-O-W A S-I-N-G-L-E F-C-U-K.
I-F I P-A-S-S, I-T W-I-L-L B-E C-R-E-D-I-T-S T-O A-T-I-Q-A-H S-A-M-S-U-R-I!

I A-M W-A-I-T-I-N-G F-O-R L-G T-O C-O-M-E O-N-L-I-N-E.
I M-I-S-S L-G, K-N-O-W?
B-U-T I W-I-L-L N-O-T G-E-T M-Y-S-E-L-F C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D.

M-Y L-I-F-E I-S S-T-I-L-L A B-L-O-O-D-Y A-R-S-E.
P-L-U-S I W-I-L-L N-O-T L-E-T M-Y-S-E-L-F B-E A B-U-R-D-E-N T-O A-N-Y-O-N-E E-S-P-E-C-I-A-L-L-Y T-O M-Y B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D W-H-O-M I T-O-T-A-L-L-Y S-O T-H-E T-A-K P-A-H-A-M R-I-G-H-T N-O-W.
I W-I-L-L B-E

I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T.

(My purpose is to get everybody irritated.)

❤ Sya

2010-02-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

UTTERLY FCUKED UP;

WITH EXAMS
WITH MUGGING
WITH THIS FCUKING LAPTOP
WITH YOU AND YOUR REASONS (ESPECIALLY!)

AND A WHOLE LOT OF OTHER BULLSHITS!

BASICALLY, LIFE'S A FCUKER!

SO DAMN, #%&*(^&$%$#$%^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤ Sya

2010-02-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

Skipped a paper.
I'm sick.
*coughcough*

❤ Sya

2010-02-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I had another round of fun at Faa's today.
Look at her ear.
Recover fast Dear!

Ouh! Happy 22nd Monthsary Faiera Ayaki!

Biel and Bobo joined us today.
We all got our nails painted but I lost my mood and decided its not pretty anymore.
Hmph.

Tuition was canceled today.
Didn't meet my Boy.
What's worst? He's hardly around anymore.
Tell you what, Sya's really T-I-R-E-D luh!(!!!!!!)
*sulk*

I'll make things right between You and You.
Promise.

❤ Sya

2010-02-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

I AIN'T ANGRY OLD LADY NOMORE!
I'M HAPPY GO LUCKY!

My day was super-duper-luper-superb!
Spent my noon wisely and then evening at Faa's.

My Bestgirl here had her ear operation today.
She was a wreck when we arrived at her place.
You know your strong Honey.
We're all with you kay? Loves!

Only my Girlfriends understands how I'm feeling right now.
I jumped for joy.
And I am so going to enjoy OUR time while I can.

❤ Sya

2010-02-08T23:23:00.007+08:00

Hi!

I was out with Bestfriend and Bestbuddy today!
We watched 'My Ex' and it was horrifying-ly awesome!

The day got more fun/exciting/enjoyable when the unexpected happened!

I'm blessed with such lovely Girlfriends!

Hadn't been contacting Boyfriend much for the past day and today.
Gosh, I miss him much.

❤ Sya

2010-02-06T23:47:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Me, Boyfriend, Munk and Amin was at Iluma today.

We played several arcade games, watch Tooth Fairy and had lots of laughter.

Boyfriend and I had dinner before riding me back to the comfort of my bed.

I'm darn tired right now.

Thank you Sugar for the earpiece and for the great day!

Love you much!

❤ Sya

2010-02-05T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I was surfing stomp.sg

Here's a piece of my mind;
STOMPers are people who has nothing better to do in life, so they decided to poke their noses into other people's life/blog and upload lots of craps on stomp.sg . Why so concern about teen nowadays drink/smoke and brag about it online? Why care about what they post on their blog? So? Afterall, ain't it their blog/online diary? They're not shy or embarrased to post such things online, so why is there a need for the STOMPers to feel for them? STOMPers raised comments like 'teen post online for everyone to see', then, by posting it up on stomp.sg, aren't the STOMPers helping those bloggers get more views/fame/shame? That is how STOMPers show concern eh? Nobody's perfect and everybody makes mistakes. I would really love to hop into a STOMPer's blog and then post their life story on STOMP.sg . Let's see how they like it.

Wake up STOMPers. We're living in modern Singapore. Unless, you call your home CAVE/ROCK.

❤ Sya

2010-02-04T23:16:00.007+08:00

-Fiique; LOL! But too much of this K-pop thing buat aku ngong-ngong tau! Haa!

Hey. I got lots to say today.
I'm HAPPY!

Firstly, I decided to use photobucket to upload pictures (larger images)! Weee!

Well, as usual, me and daddy listened to Misteri Jam 12 last night.
So I slept late = Wake up late = Go school late.

School was greeeeeeaaaaat~ Love my bloody jackass classmates from Digital Electronics and our Lecturer too! *Sigh with a smile* I wonder why my Lecturer really don't want to give up teaching us.

Baby picked me up from school! Weeee! *BLINKBLINKBLINK*
Met Atin soon and then Faa joined! *BLINKBLINKBLINK*
Atin, don't worry luh huh! Qamal worry je. Paham-paham je luh perasaan orang kat dalam tu.
FAAAAAAA! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD LUUUUUUCCCCKK FOR YOUR OPERATION TOMORROW! HOPE EVERYTING TURNS OUT WEEEEEELLLLL!

I LOVE YOU TWO + MY BOYFRIEND!

P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S. *BLINKBLINKBLINK*

Shaun confiscated my phone and took a picture of this MOK, Sebastian, then after put it as wallpaper!

Nice right scenery at LONGKANG!

My BOYBOY face.

Stressed up cause of her too caring Babyboy in camp.

The first time Faa shunned away from a camera.

Wonderwoman-Mommy came to my rescue and killed this Baby Lizard last night!

One egg = two egg yolks
There's a taboo about this kinda things. Something like, if you eat it, you'll turn to have siamese kids in the future or some what like that. Folks usually don't encourage their kids to eat it but since daddy made the half boiled eggs for me, I can't cannot eat it! Huahua! Thanks Daddy!

Baby's working later at 2am. Why luh so hardworking eh?
CHALETCHALETCHALET! KISSES!

❤ Sya

2010-02-04T00:04:00.004+08:00

Hello!
I had a good day!
(though meet up with BabyBarney was canceled)

I just love Daddy.
I'm gonna marry my boyfriend and stay with Daddy my whole life!

I laughed hard to you LOSER!
Teehee~

Can't wait to meet Baby tomorrow!

(I rather do this than to layan Atiqah and Melvan talking about some K-pop thing)

❤ Sya

2010-02-02T02:30:00.003+08:00

Hi,

It ain't insomnia tonight.
Just a packed head.
I'm not the only one sleepless tonight.

I sure was satisfied with the outcome of the Homosexuality Discrimination Presentation. In fact, Pamela, Chris and I received excellent comments from our Tutor. Well done Team! No more Communication Toolkit!

Was at Baby's crib today and tutored Ameera.
My day was flawless till evening when Baby was tired and stinky after gym-ing and wouldn't want to send me home. Worst still, bike's in the workshop. =(
It just got worser when I didn't get to sit in 172 and right before we entered Jalan Bahar, the bus stalled 4 times and eventually broke down. (Nasib baik bukan kat kubur)

And now, I'm getting over a craze.
Part of my brain died and the other part still dying.
Part of my heart rotted.
You know, there's really nothing that I wouldn't do to save this relationship we've built for so long.
I gotta admit, noone has ever understood me more or been there for me like you and you did.
If someone's really into this relationship and undoubtingy serious about it, it would've been me.
It's sad to see us caused a pile-up after trying to swerve off a bump on the road.
We're sorry if we've hurt you in any ways. We weren't even aware.
It feels like I've known you all my life.
Stick around longer please.
I still need you.

❤ Sya

2010-01-30T17:03:00.002+08:00

Dead tired of doing nothing.

Be honoured Hadi, this post is for you.

Dear most DEAREST exboyfriend,

Still reading my blog, I see. I don't get your motive of tagging me like that. And for you acknowledgement, I was refering to my Boyfriend in my last post.

I don't get why you said I couldn't enjoy cause you'll be there. You see, last night, I wasn't even a little bit bothered by your presence. And I had my fun until I was asked home by Boyfriend.

Anyways, I was not a little hurt of what you told Faa. Hello! You talked to a drunk! Plus she's my bestfriend, of course she'll tell me everything. I do not want to start an argument neither do I hold any grudges against you. Well, I see that you do. Geeee, I'm sorry that you still can't let go of our past, still unable to forgive me or whatever.

Lets make things clear now boy, I'm neutral. I've longed forgiven you and I moved on so well, you're barely in my mind. Sadly though, everytime I thought of you, I could only remember why we ain't even friends. You told me to back off from your life so you'll be able to move on and forget about me. I did just as I was told until your girlfriend tripped on the wrong wire. I hadn't disturbed you, just confronted her. Clearly now, we're both confused. I'm tired of this kind of relationship with you.

It's either we're okay or we're not.

❤ Sya

2010-01-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

I'm back to school aftr 2 days off.
Look at my eye. ):

I hate copy-bitch. Guess she can't help seeing people one step ahead of her. Jealous muuuuuuuuuuuccch?!

I don't like what's happening to me now.
I'm friggingly torn apart and on the verge of breaking down.
Dissapointed and broken.
Now that you won't be coming,
I'll be madly enjoying my night tommorrow.

❤ Sya

2010-01-26T23:07:00.004+08:00

Hello!

I meet my girlfriends today.

And I love them so the very much!

❤ Sya

2010-01-25T23:23:00.004+08:00

I'll tell you what happened to my fingers in a bit.

FIRSTLY;
Dear God,
Can I not be any sick-er and not have insomnia anymore please!
I promise to be a good girl so long you stop making me a human-tap.
I got it fom my Boyfriend and he told me that we're just 'Love sick',

but I can't run around with a red nose anymore.

Please!

Alright, the fingers are a result of this;
JengJengJeng~

(don't ask me why was my brothers' room so messy; the answer is obvious, they are guys!)

Yeap! I got jealous cause everybody in my house (except Mommy and Me) could strum on the guitars. I sing almost everytime and I decided that singing while strumming would make me so.. Uhm.. Cool luh gitu! I want to upgrade myself. I'll be home the entire day tommorrow and Daddy's gonna tutor me! So will my Brothers too!
Chey~ Soon, you'll see me all over Youtube doing covers! Hahahahahahaha! Fat Hope!

I came upon an urban myth today and it made me giggled. I thought I might share it.

Microscopic Evidence

A teacher told his biology class about the common types of bacteria found in saliva. Frustrated by his students' apparent lack of interest, he told them they were about to undertake an experiment. After showing them the pictures of what they could expect to find, he asked the students to take scrapings from inside their mouths and view them under the microscope. A female student examined her sample, but was unable to identify a particular type of cell, so she asked the teacher to have a look. He took a look through her microscope and the exclaimed: 'Well, that's a human sperm cell!' Immediately, a male student who everyone knew as the girl's long-term boyfriend, shouted at the girl: 'You bitch, you've never given me a blow job!' The girl broke down in tears and ran out of the room.

Haha!

I adore my Boyfriend much!
I couldn't elaborate this feeling.
Your love is my drug.

❤ Sya

2010-01-24T21:06:00.004+08:00

Let's make this short and simple.
Remember the picture up there?
Haha! That was the first picture we ever took.
When we first got together. And I wasn't ready to tell anybody about us.
There!
Its different now ain't it? Everybody knows.

A couple more hours to the 25th. I figured I might be sleeping by midnight,

So, HAPPY 4TH HONEYBABY!

Yes! Yes! Yes!
I LOVE YOU TO THE DEEPEST CORE/ MAXIMA/ HIGHEST SKY (and etc2)!

I'm overjoyed!

Boyfriend booked the chalet! I'm so on to celebrating our birthdays this year!
If everything goes well, I will be working with Boyfriend soon!
I own the most wonderful Boyfriend in the WWW (whole wide world) !

Ouh, Munk was on my brother's deck today. He slipped and was flat on his tummy. ^^

❤ Sya

2010-01-24T03:59:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Happy Wee Morning.
I can't sleep.

It's Sunday, ain't it already?

Let's see;
Friday was cool. Basically went to school for Engineering Mechanics lecture and practical. Our very efficient Lecturer treated us coffee and tea. I'm addicted to Coke for it's caffeine(so I won't fall asleep in school). In all, I had two bottles and a cup of caffeine that day. Turns out, I wasn't able to sleep the whole night.

Mommy came home sick yesterday. I was a good girl. Cooked dinner for all and nursed Mommy. Well, she deserved a good rest after working so hard.

Speaking of which, Boyfriend was at work for a good 16 hours. I decided to be understanding and hadn't disturbed him since he should get some well deserved rest too. Guess what, he was at Johor in the middle of night. He got back home and was out again. Uhhh.. Anything luh Baby.. Nasib baik aku ni tak byk bunyik, tak control sane sini. Aku tak tau luh eh.

Will be meeting Boyfriend soon. I should be feeling happy/glad/exicited.
Here's how i'm feeling> ___________.(blank)

❤ Sya

2010-01-21T22:00:00.004+08:00

- A.A(You know who you are); Haha. Alright! My lips are sealed. Don't worry aite. ^^

- Alus; Aww! Terharu I ade avid reader macam you.. Hahh! Macam tak kenal Sya je.. Perangai kan aku.. Hee.. Sorry luh Kak.. Saye tengah cutting down ni.. Sebelum kahwin nanti aku stop! Huahuahua!

Hello~

I was sick. I WAS!
I hadn't been to school today. I got super bored at home plus boyfriend texted and said he was not able to meet me today at my place. So I found out later that Naughty Girl, Atin, also skipped school!

Met her and we planned the day.

Atin wanted to 'fetch' her Lappy back home from her aunt's place at Jurong West. I almost jumped for joy! Cause since Baby can't make it to my place, I figured that I could go to his! (Actually, Atin figured that out for me!)

So we bus-ed to CCK and chillax for about close to 1.5 hours. We blabered much. Just so many things to talk about. Haha! And we saw Ina! (If you're reading this, Hello!)

Then bus-ed to Boon Lay. And separated with Atin. =( I took 241 and she took 242.

Yayy! Been meeting Boyfriend for the past three days. If it wasn't for Ameera for tutoring, I wouldn't even get a chance to meet him on weekdays. Wee~ Thank you very much Ameera! Haha!

But, he'll start working tommorow and Saturday and Sunday. Be patient till Monday, Sya!

ATIQAH! SAYE SORRY SANGAT2! PLEASE SAY I'M STILL ONE OF YOUR BEST BUDS!

I'm feeling hyper active right now. ^^

❤ Sya

2010-01-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hello.

My boyfriend is a Copy-Cat. He had to wear blue too. Bluek!

School> Library> Practical> 154> 241> Baby's crib to tutor Ameera!> 241> 172> 302> HOME!

Im shagged from all the bus rides. Baby got better plans then picking me up to his place and sending me back home. But it's okay! I gotta learn not to depend on him much. My all too faithful Handphone by me all the time, got plugged in and a book I borrowed from the library got me companied! Not forgetting, Nicotine(s)! ^^

I'm suffering from motion sickness right now.

Can someone please crack my back bones for me please!

❤ Sya

2010-01-19T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today, I was engaged in such happy moments!

Guess what friend, it really makes no different whether you're in my life or not k?
Cause I've got such great people around me even before you came along.
So goodbye. My life's still so fly though you ain't around nomore. ^^

I met boyfriend today!
Went over to his crib after school and watched lotsa stupid shows. Huuuak!
Love you tonnes Sweetie!

Met the ladies too later on!

Yeah, been with them for the past days.

They're just about the most wonderful angels on Earth.

Boooo to ______ for pretending to be one all these while!

Ouh, I went to school with Atin today.

And I wasn't late!

As in, wasn't late to meet her, but as usual, I was late for school.

Okay, I'm done for now.

I LOVE SUGAR!

❤ Sya

2010-01-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

I'm still fly, i'm sky high.

And I dare anybody to try and cut my wings.

I'm still pulling out from the haze

and these haters can't stand me but

IM STILL DOING MY THING!

❤ Sya

2010-01-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

I need my Heartbreaker right now!

Fcuk it.

❤ Sya

2010-01-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

-Nadz; Haha! Muke dier tak garang and most definitely act cute aje tu! Haha! And yeah! Sya pun suke jugak the birthdays! Wee! And2, part 'kejap grow tall' as in Sya da grow tall already ke you asking me to grow taller? Huahua!

The ' I'm studying' look. Haa~

So school was fine today. Had little ehks and ohks somewhere along the day but it was smooth. I was high one time, then kept whining and sighing the other times. I kept feeling dumbbells on my shoulders. Such burden I'm carrying. Sigh~

Sya, Atiq and Melvan decided to play a fool during DEL tutorial today. So we pretended to do online tutorial questions. Hee! Naughty Atiq and Melvan!

Headed home, got cleaned and off to chillax with Farit, Sal and Apek. At KOPITIAM. Huahuahua! Sal wanted to treat me since he was the one who got me to travel all the way to Teck Whye after a long tiring day, but better off ciggies then drink kan? Teehee! Caught up with them and went home soon after. I'm down with fever I think.

Why eh? Maybe cause I'm like so missing Sugar already. I'm still thinking whether I should meet Sugar after school on Friday or spend the whole day with him on Sunday. Weekend sounds so sweeeeeet~

Daaaaa~ Night!

❤ Sya

2010-01-13T22:57:00.003+08:00

-ALUS; Haha.. I kept the length. Cume pendek kan the front and cut away the too long fringe. Haha!

Yayy! Been a week since I met Boyfriend. I missed him like tonnes! Thought of going to his area today but he came here instead. ^^

So 1 paper down, 3 more to go! I had been missing alot of classes lately. But having insomnia last night gave me a chance to at least open up a book and did some revisions. Stay studious, Sya!

Bumped in to Fafatiin, Helmy and friends tonight. Didn't spend much time with them though as I really gotta spend time with this BUCHUK! But Munk came along later too. DANG~ I really want to go prawn fishing with Baby and friends but uhrg, practical at 8am tommorrow made me thought twice! Nevermind, weekends is just days away. Yayy!

It has been quite some time eversince I took pictures with Boyfriend. So now I'm frigging excited to post it up! Nyahaas!

I don't know why he's so addicted to doing that. Everytime I'll snap photos, he'll pose that way in at least one shot. Adorable though!

So yeah, I'm back on track after being so dull these days. Thanks to Sugar for finding the time to meet me up. I understand that you're busy these days. Kalah kan businessman, right?Sigh. But it's okay, he's saving up for our birthdays!

The most wonderful part is, I am able to just grow more butts and just wait for the day to come. Yeah, he's paying for it all! Weee! All I have to do now, is find him the best birthday gift ever!

How I wish 4th and 5th March is tommorrow! I really can't wait!

LOVE YOU MUCH SUGAR!

❤ Sya

2010-01-13T02:27:00.004+08:00

-Alus; ku cut fringe je cey. Belakang still panjang.

-dgeneration X; ouh, what name. Why hadn't you put in your name? I did sucked it in already btw. Guess you're just one of them too. Like I ever cared about all this shits. Especially from people like you. Who enjoy making people's life more miserable. Who loves to add in to people's problems. Who has no life and decided to get into the picture just to, you know, to let people know you exist. Hi little piece of crap, don't come in here again just to tell me those k? Especially from people I don't know. You jolly well came here, so you jolly well know what type of a person I am and what I'm capable of doing. So goodbye dgeneration shit. You won't be entertained anymore so don't bother replying. BOOOOOO TO YOU!

LIKE YEAH I SHOULDN'T BE ENTERTAINING NO-LIFERS. JUST LIKE 'SOMEONE', THEY SHOULD ALL BE IGNORED. SUCH BOOZOOS AND LOSERS.

SIGH~

❤ Sya

2010-01-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

-Atiq; HUAHUAHUAHUA! PAHAM2 AJE LUH YE!

-BEV; HAHAHA! YEA! GREAT! AND I GOT YOUR'S TO BABE!

How's the hair cut? Haha!

ADE KE PATOT BUDAK EXTRA TU KATE KENING AKU 'M'?! BIKEN KELAKA PE?! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!

Well obviously SOMEONE doesn't know me!

And SOMEONE's defination of minah reps are so yeeeeeaars back! Tsktsktsk! You don't have to look like one to say those things, do you? Alaaaahaii~

Whatever, I'm sooo done dealing with kids! When they grow up, they'll understand life as it is.

Right, I got other important things to deal with right now. Frigging overdued assignments!

❤ Sya

2010-01-11T12:42:00.003+08:00

CINTAN-CINTUN

A romantic tale about two cock-eyed couple.

by Sya.

One fine day, Mr an Mrs PalaBUTO decided to talk about their past and decided not to have secrets between them.

So Mr PalaButo told his wife that he was not pure and that he had laid some ex girlfriends in his past. Mrs PalaBUTO was shocked and she whimpered like she was the one who lost her virginity. She started feeling insecure and had to pour out her mind!

Being a BOHSIA CELOP, she post on her blog, her feelings and scolded vulgarities to Mr PalaBUTO's ex girlfriends. She even claimed that the ex girlfriends' parents hadn't educate them well enough. Thereafter, after spilling out a piece of her MINAH WANNABE side, she decided to be an Uztazah. She even mentioned about religion and our Islam's teachings. While doing so, she hadn't realise what type of a person she was.
She was inexperienced and what Malays would say, KOLOT! She lived under a rock all these years and hadn't had friends who either get laid or was pregnant or whatsoever. But she was not to blame, she's ONLY 14 years of age and has yet to know the world.

The worst part was, everything she posted on her blog, made it sound like as though the ex girlfriends raped her beloved Mr PalaBUTO!

An ex girlfriend found out about the post and she decided to beat the crap out of that little bitch! But after doing much MATURE thinking and telling her boyfriend about it, they decided to leave that ANAK JAGONG alone with her 'BARU-NAK-ZAMAN-GEMILANG' life alone. What Mrs PalaBUTO don't know is that her beloved HUBBY, is so wanted right now! What a pity to this 'stock-pakai-buang' girl, everybody commented.

end.

BOOOOO! What a SHAME to the PALABUTOS!

Let KARMA teach the crap out of you, little girl.

Two words; fuck you!

❤ Sya

2010-01-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

-SHAF: Haha. Yeah. ^^

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ADI ZULHILMI!

May you have a blessed year ahead and always be a good brother and role model to ADEK too. Good luck with N levels this year! Kakak always here to assist you with anything taw k?

Last long with Fardd! ^^

He could have been my twin.

I hadn't had time to blog lately.
Life's been dull but there's always cool people around to cheer me up.
Geeeeee! Thanks yous alots!

I'm just so tired of life's drama.
Lets just take things slow now.

❤ Sya

2010-01-05T13:34:00.004+08:00

-ALUS: Tu bukan topi aku pun cey. Qamal nye.. And2, Atin pikay yang ride yaya tu aku.. Dier cakap muke kaw ngn aku pulak yang similar. Haha!

Right, so, my presentation yesterday went frigging smooth.

And I was laughed at for using the word 'Chinaman'!

Haha!

Not saying much,

just pictures!

I hadn't been sleeping much.

Though school reopened and we all know how I am at waking up early and such.

Last night was an exception though.

I forgave but its still so hard to forget, know?

Limitations.

Screw it!

❤ Sya

2010-01-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

-Atin: ADE KE PATOT KAW TAK KENAL MUKE BESTFRIEND KAW SENDIRI!

HAHAHAHA!

TU ALUS ATAS YAII!

BKN AKU LEEER!

I soo love my Babybro!

Damn he's taller than me now!

Well, it was worth my while having to accompany him today.

^^

Then, I met the best people in the whole wide universe!

FAAAAAAAAA!

FAAAAAAAAAATIN!
QAAAAAAAMAAAL!

And...

Haha! He called me 'B' today!

B for _____ !

KAN NAUGHTY BOY!

And B is for BARNEYBABY too!

I LOVE YOU!

❤ Sya

2010-01-01T21:49:00.008+08:00

Well,

I'm not looking back now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Haha. Miserable countdown for me this year cause I was sick.

I was in bed the whole day and yea, I watched fireworks through the screen.

Haha.

I didn't quite achieved 2009's resolutions.

To hell with it now.

I have got my list for 2010!

Haha.

Sugar!! Yayy! Let's start our year fresh alright? Uhh! I still gotta save up for our coming birthday event. Dang! I promise, it'll be the most memorable birthdays for us ok? I love you to the deepest core!

Aww, Mom and Dad. I'm terribly sorry about the argument last few nights. I really didn't mean to be so rude. Yes, Marah=Sayang kan? Ok, I'll screw that in my head. Love you Mom and Dad!

My two bodyguards! Brothers, sigh.. I just want you guys to excel ok? Quit being such assholes and pleeeeeaase! Don't fall for the BumiBoy's words/tricks/whatever! Be wise and choose the right friends ok babies? And2! Good luck Kiddo for your N-levels this year. Sissy hearts you boys much!

Baby! Baby grow up fast ok? Grow up and be a goodgood boy.
^^

Ahh! Yes! At last i'm here! Fafatiin! I found another look-alike picture of you two! Haha!
I gotta put aside lotsa time for you guys too this year. Guess what girls? We're 8 years and coming! Haha! Am I right? LALALA! I'm so glad I've got you guys around. Thanks for being there for me in my times of needs all these years. Having said that, I'm so looking forward to more years with you babies! ^^

So they're turning 2 years in April this year! ^^ Thanks Faiera for the countless food-for-thoughts you've guys given me. Claps to the flawless relationship! Hmph! I'm so jealous! Hee! Love you guys!

Atinmal has thought me alot about handling problems in a relationships. I look up to this couple of 2years ++ and yea, they are my role model. Though they faced many ups and downs, they're still so tight! Dang, I'm jealous again! Haa, last long sweeties!

Alus and Yaya! Two of my close and good friends! Happy New Year! These two had never stop being such lovelies to me! We've been friends for close to 5 years now and I've grown to be very fond of them! Never fail to make me laugh. Weee! Friends, always!

Syafiq, my brother. Haha. He's one of my closest buddy. Well, he moved to JB some time ago. Hope you doing great there! Fiq, don't forget Fafaisyatiin ok? Meet up soon! ^^

Alright, this kinda hard. Meet some a few days back. And, talked to some.
Awkwaaaaaaard~! Even when I see some in school. Well, I don't know. I've put the past behind me. Well, it's a new year, new date, new time now for all of us. I'm sorry for everything friends.

Hey you.. What's going on in your life right now? Hope you're doing great. Looked through the camera's memory stick and I found lotsa pictures of us. The past, the memories. Haaa. No point talking about it. We moved on right? And, I know. You might not even think about me anymore. Even worst, I don't know wheather you still hold grudges against me. I'm still holding on tight to your wish, I remembered every little thing you said in our last conversation. I'm not dwelling. I'm happy for you! Last long with your girlfriend, Boy. Happy 2010!

I'm getting my own pair of spectacles! That is so important for this year! Haha!

Yeah, I'm done.

Gotta go SNOREland already.

Tomorrow will be a hectic day!

Noon with Babybro and evening with Sugar!

I'm all excited!

I love you FANDIBABY!

yesterday, today, tomorrow, the day after and always!

❤ Sya

2009-12-30T00:05:00.003+08:00

I had a great time with those lots yesterday! Though I wasn't in the photos and left early to catch a movie with Sugar. Thanks Friends, for accepting me back.

And thanks Sweetheart for the treats! Love you alotalot!

Look at these two! I just couldn't get enough of them!

Gerek nye today! *kisses

Ohh!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH ATIN!!

❤ Sya

2009-12-27T23:33:00.003+08:00

Jog on!

Alright, I feel so darn relieved telling boyfriend.

I Love You!

So, all I have to do now, is wait for tuesday to come.

Well, tomorrow is a big day with the ex GreenRidgeans.

Ouh, I can't wait!

But just when I thought I have nothing to worry about tomorrow.

Darn it big time!

❤ Sya

2009-12-27T01:59:00.000+08:00

Oh, do I see things clear or what!

Thanks to the almighty girlfriends I have!

Hear me now Mr CONMAN! I ain't that easy for you to own.

And I ain't gonna fall for you traps nor your darn sweet talks!

Ouh, for your frigging information,

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!

ok?

If you happen to hop in here,

please be reminded that you TOO own _________.

Fcuk this crap already BIGBOY!

Got a brain? Use it wisely.

*smiley face

Darn it. I'm sorry sweetheart, for what happened this morning.

Should have dragged my lazy ass to meet you.

And again, sorry, for that stupid text.

I really didnt mean to made you think that im expressing my dissatisfaction.

I haven't got that intention in mind.

Ouh God. I really do love you.

Yea, our relationship's still young.

But darn it, it's enough to show me what kind of a man you are.

Please, don't change.

I can't take this berserk situation any longer.

I don't want to argue.

I don't want to fight.

I want you Gangsta Boy.

The one I always knew.

Some times I wonder, can I love you like you do?

How about the other way round?

❤ Sya

2009-12-26T13:08:00.002+08:00

I'm utterly torn.

I know you're going to read this, I hope its soon. Cause I ain't gonna reply any texts, ain't answering any calls. Not any from you, nor anybody else. I'm isolating myself.

I'm out to chillax.

So don't bother to bother me, right?

Wait, am I the heartbreaker? Or you are? Ouh well, that makes the two of us.

❤ Sya

2009-12-24T16:45:00.002+08:00

-Eh? Atiq like malay songs jugak? Haha! Tell you soon k! I miss ya!

I was in school on Tuesday. Had my make-up practical for ELTECH. Haha, as usual I was late for almost 45 minutes. But kind-hearted Mr Fong waited patiently for me. Wee! Got it over and done with quickly. Babyboy is suppose to pick me up but being a night owl, he would only sleep in the morning. I waited from 10.30am-1pm. A good 2.5hours. I felt like a dork!

But it was worth the wait.

Out of all his pictures, this's the one that got me all drools. Haha.

Guess where is this Sugar right now? He's on a cruise, working. Called him last night and was cut off soon after. Think there was no reception or what not. OMG. Can't call, can't text! The little things he said yesterday made me smile wide.

Ouh darn it! I miss you like crazy!

And, we're turning 3 months tomorrow!

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS SUGAR!

❤ Sya

2009-12-22T15:47:00.002+08:00

-Alus, yea, its coffin and it belongs to Muhammad Affandi. ^^

❤ Sya

2009-12-21T22:44:00.021+08:00

Got myself addicted to this song! And yea, it kinda reminded me of my situation right now. Sigh, still haven't called him yet. Im just so scared. I don't want to argue anymore.

Ohh well..

So, my second night was with my Girls. Daaaang we sure had fun! Painting our nails, gossip, eat, watch lotsa stupid videos/movie/reality shows and doing the chores. We were up till the sun rises, and we fell asleep.

I am so proud of us. Though we're in separated schools, though we're busy living our lifes, though shit happened between us, we're still sanding so strong. We're always holding tight to this special bond we developed over the years. Hardships we faced just made us stronger and happier. Nobody understands me better than they do. Call me boastful, but really, its the fact. I love nothing else in the world other than my Girls. *smoochies

Ahh, make-up practical class tomorrow. Just me and my lecturer! Uhrg! Missing somebody so bad right now. I had fun lepak-ing today! =)

❤ Sya

2009-12-20T21:43:00.006+08:00

To Fardd: Hey! Haha! Adi yang look like me, not I yang look like him! Haaa! Yealuh, da kate sister-brother, mestiluh muke photocopy kan? Haha! =)

Adie (cousin): Ye? Kaw panggil aku? Nak ape? Bila nak datang sini oii?!

Yes! Im back from the roads! Im sooooo shagged!

Was playing such a dork with my Babybro before I left for the nights. I was thinking about being a skater girl for a moment. I was talking about being a poser and all. Me being a skater girl? It just ain't me. Haha. And boyfriend gave me the -_- face when I told him so.

Did I mentioned I accompanied Atin to pick up Qamal? Haa, at last! Those two reunited. Haha! Darn cute luh.

And we made our way to Choa Chu Kang Park to chillax while I waited for FandiBaby to come pick me up.

We had plans about going prawn fishing, but if you knew me, you'll know that im allergic to seafood. So, we were at Choa Chu Kang Park> Fandi's crib> Vivo City> Geylang> East Coast Park> ______.

Yea, met Fandi's parents. I couldn't make up anymore reasons to escape anymore. Haha. Okay, pass the story. We watched Planet 51 that night. Haha. Don't ask me why, it was Fandi's idea to watch that movie. It was rather funny though.

Baby told me a few times about the night life of Geylang (Lorongs). And I was damn curious and wanted to see for myself what it was like. So we had supper and I watched for myself how the Indian prostitudes(in thier Sari) made business. YUCK! We walked through the lorongs and saw more Prostitudes waiting for clients. I couldn't take on the scene anymore and asked Baby if we could leave already.

We got to ECP soon. And yea Baby! I haven't told you yet. Remember when I said 'Ni part I tak suke ni!' and you asked me why and I said nothing. It was cause I saw something on a tree behind the toilet. Okay, whatever. Pass the story again. We the talked till we cannot talk and we were both falling asleep. And so we did. Somewhere real cosy. Ain't it Baby?

Woke up in the noon. Got washed and clean and he rode me back to hometown in the rain. -_-

Thanks Babyboy for the wonderful time spent together! Though you're always so darn busy with work and your stuffs. Hmph, well, glad that you found some time to be with me! I love you much Sugar! Always will!

I spent my second night with my Sisters. If I continue in this post, it'll be super wordy. So when I got hold of more pictures, I'll post it up. One things for sure, I had the most superb time with my Girlfriends. Very~

❤ Sya

2009-12-17T21:46:00.007+08:00

Ouh, I forgot to mention, I'll reply tags in my posts from today onwards. There is a very stupid reason behind it.

I MISS YOU TOO NADZZZZ!! BERRYBERRYMUCH!! ^^

Yea Alus! Saye rindu awak sangatsangat! First gi Bangkok, then Melaka. Kesian Yaii! Haha! Hey, you did your best to gather and inform semua orang right. Mesti jadi nyeluh! ^^ Sayang Alus!

Yeah! Another fabulous time after school today. Great Girls and Guys! A little truth and dare game, and shhhh!

Mommy asked again today. Why me and H broke up, what happened between us, why we ain't even friends. Like a hundred times I mentioned to you Mom! Accept the fact please! Okay, shut it already!

OuhOuh! Btw, AKU DA TAU! AKU DA TAU! ELEH!

While we were suppose to do our last minute revision, I played a fool.

Fish and Chips = Stomach ache

Haha! Oh well. I got hold of Friend's spectacles. Turns out the contact lenses I bought ain't suitable for my eyes. It'll give me swollen eyes each time I have it on. Thanks eh Friend! ^^

Am I feeling fly or what! Friday is just hours away. And soon, I'll be on the roads, Honey! Ohhman, I can't wait to paaaaarty!

Need to be told to realise?

❤ Sya

2009-12-16T22:34:00.003+08:00

I so miss the glory days I had. Haha! Ok, not!

I had the most wonderful Wee morning, most wonderful morning, most wonderful time in school and most wonderful time in the evening too! Thanks to a greeeeeeeeeaat Friend! Haha! Cool.

Was over at Bukit Panjang Plaza today. Met the coooolios! I love! Haha! I got GORENGS eh by Friend! Wait eh! You wait. Ade pergi ade balek!

Three more papers to go! Counting down the days to Friday! I'll have the most kick-ass time! Dang, I'm already in the holiday mood. Ohhnoo~

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤ Sya

2009-12-15T21:45:00.008+08:00

Alright, first things first.
FandiBaby, Im sorry. I love you.

I felt good after Math paper today. Soon after lost my mood to some conversation I had over the phone with a certain someone. I hope that certain someone realises that I've got feelings too. If only that certain someone knows how much love I've got for him. I want nothing but the best for him. Maybe I failed to convince that certain someone. *teardrops

So spend some time with friends and we studied for our next paper. Got home and here I am now. Blogging after feeling fresh and full.

So I checked my Shoutbox and I was tagged by Cuzzzzzzzzy! Ouh, I miss them effing much! Well, I did promise them once that I'm gonna post pictures of them in my blog. But being too busy with life, I have forgotten about it till tonight. So here's the pictures. Please do ignore my hair, it was so laaaaaast year!

Ouh, the pictures were taken while we're back at Malaysia in 2008.

Boooo! Not all my cousins are posted up. Miss them and the rest whose not in the photos! I love my cousins! Can't wait for all of them to be here soon. ^^

Geeeeeez, should I call him up? I'm scared.

❤ Sya

2009-12-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

Flung, flung it so bad! Worst still, I'm going to have a one on one class with the ELtech lecturer next week. I'm ready to be told off straight to the face.

Mommy wasn't home till late 11pm today. So I improvised some junkies I could find in the fridge to make dinner. Well, Daddy said he would make us dinner but he's still in bed during dinner time. Haha. But I did have some proper meal when Mommy got back. She cooked though she's all shagged. Thanks Mom.

Got this from my brother. Turns out, he drew this on his own. Cute huh?

Well, talking about love, I'm on the phone with Babyboy currently. Subsequently trying to not say anything wrong. He's been working his ass off. And we're trying so hard to still communicate with each other. Yes, I understand you Boy, you're tired and all, but .. there's always something I say/do that will stir up your anger. The sad thing is, I can't figure what. =(

One thing that never fails to bring back a smile on my face, the thought about this coming March with you.

Look at my baby. He's growing so fast.

❤ Sya

2009-12-14T01:02:00.002+08:00

Im disgusted, ________.

I met _______ today.

I met ______ too! =)

I love _________ much!

But ________ also made me dissapointed today.

I don't really understand ______'s behavior towards _______. When will _______ ever stop being contradicting to his/her words?

I have got exams later on today. So I better go ______.

As ______ always say, 'You need to spurs on honey!' Haha!

❤ Sya

2009-12-12T21:04:00.004+08:00

Found a couple of pictures in my unorganised files earlier. Might post them up another time.

Right, exams are like just two days away. I really couldn't see how I'd catch up on stuffs. One thing's for sure, today was a muchMUCH better day than it was yesterday. In fact it was. =)

So I was challenged to make Peanut Butter and Jelly Cookies. Hmm, maybe after exams alright friend?

Been meeting Atin all these few day. Accompanied her noons and evenings now that her Boify's away. Can I not experience what she's going through now? Nak simpan Fandi bawah ketiak boley? Haha..

Reminder to self: Talk to M.F. Ethel. That screwed up Bimbo, (or as Fandi would call her; High-class-prostitute) for being jealous that I got more attention from our classmates. Awwwww, too bad! Die B*tch, DIE!

❤ Sya

2009-12-11T22:15:00.005+08:00

Today, I found out the truth from my girls.

Awfully sick truth.

Like the picture, I was just covering up.

Before I begin spilling out my emotions, I want to say my biggest apologies to Babyboy. Cause tonight, you weren't around to hear me out. So Blog's my listening ear. You won't like me talking about my past. But this, made me cry so bad. I couldn't help it. But thanks again for the afternoon.

So as I was saying, my past. Damn it hurts so much to find out the whole truth at this point of time. This point of time where you're out of my system and I'm building a relationship with somebody else. I've pulled through just to know that I would fall again. I am still trying to accept the fact that all this while, I was at wrong. I am put through guilt. All along, I thought that that night, you hadn't stood up for me, you hadn't backed me up as a boyfriend. And somebody else did for me, somebody that was out of our league, my current Love. I was terribly wrong. I know now what you did, what you said for me. I figured out today that you stayed on though I've put you through thicks of dissapoinment. In return, I left you. I left you at the very moment you changed for our sake. Cause I just thought that you will never mean your words. I made rough decisions. I was selfish, I realised. But I explained why a break up is the best solution for us. You agreed too. And things cocked up more soon after as friends and again, as you were, I was disspointed too. I got more broken when you couldn't accept my apologies though I begged. Yes, I really lost my dignity there. I couldn't explain more how I felt today after hearing all the goods and bads from my girls. I never thought I would cry being over with you.

But its to late now. We all know. I'm still shaken by the many things the girls said. Why this point of time? I'm happy for you. I wish I hadn't knew the fact. I wish you would have told me what you've told my girls.

Somethings are just best to be kept silent.

Truth is, I lied to myself, I had pretended.

❤ Sya

2009-12-08T23:35:00.008+08:00

So yea, my blog's gone dead for some simple reasons. Which I won't mention. =)
I convinced myself again to why i should continue this blog. Eventhough the damn URL is soooo my 'FUGLY PAST'.

I don't have much to say. Life's has always been perfect and smooth. School, still a chore but with great people around, I figured I could manage. Maybe these pictures could help me talk and little captions to help me elaborate. ^^

Bestfriends and Me;

At the famous hall.

Ouh, Qamal's serving his time already. So it's our job to take care of Atin now, right Mok? I love my sisters darn much! I can't wait for Thursday evening.

As tall as I am.

We were shelter-ing. It was raining. ^^

This was why I concentrated on Math.

Studied at famous hall with Sisters and Fiique (missed) !

Sya Masai.

Fandi Feeling. ^^

Thanks for blocking the sun, Boy. Hehh!

Library.

The air cleared, and OOOOOOMYFGOD I understand and knew it all! Sooooooo, Haha! Yes, I know that you know too. We just decided to hide that part of our life away. But knowing, caused confusion. I am lost right now. I do not know where I stand. Can you help me find my way out of this mess? =(

Whoever and wherever you are.. Thanks for the much effort you put in to find my blog. The next time you visit here, don't forget to add to your favourites/bookmark my page ok? So you don't have to google for my blog anymore. ^^

❤ Sya

2009-12-05T23:49:00.004+08:00

Random and cut short.

Sweet aren't they?

Ouh, she'll lick it off alright.

You still owe me the pictures Yaii. Still waiting, tick tok tick tok! Da 2 hari ni.

I'm SOO frigging obsessed with him. ^^

❤ Sya

2009-12-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Aduhhh.. Runsing deh kepala gue!

Blured visions, red nose, tight throat, warm skins, thumping brains. So don't start the fire please.

I still can't remember why I publicised my life. Ain't this just for study purposes? Took the wrong path I guess.

Go and die please M.F.s!

BIG F TO THIS LOADS OF CRAPS.

2009-11-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought my life couldn't get any worst.

Yea, thanks for the great advice, Guest! ^^ Appreciated. Kalau kaw nak tau, anak setan tu kacaw hidop aku. Aku cuma blog je k, bukan aku gi buat dia alek. Step kaw tak pernah kutok orang je! Uhh, da luh. Buang masa. Aku ada banyak hal nak pikay lagi dari layan kan kaw. If it makes you happy, i'll delete off the post ok Guest?

Sya is annoyed. Get out of here if you don't like me or what nots!

2009-11-26T11:26:00.007+08:00

Currently in the school library, nothing better to do, waiting for 12pm. *eyebrow up and down.* Teehee!

25/11/09
It was Daddy's birthday yesterday and as he wanted, he ordered lots of junks. Well, Happy Birthday Daddy. Wish you all well wishes and stay healthy as you are now. Your Little Princess here loves you soo much! Hmm, I wonder whether Abang wished him or not eh. Maybe too busy with his family and his baby, nevermind, forgiven!

Not forgetting, Happy 2nd Monthsary to my Babysayang! Mwarcks! Well, we didn't make any plans this month. So we met and slacked. Then bumped into Faiera Ayaki and Qamatin/Atiinmal and yea, all three couples was at pondok. Guess Sunday is cancelled huh Girls? Nevermind, then I'm going out with Honey then.

26/11/09

So here's the future BioMedical Engineer! ^^

So this was the first time that I attended practicals for BioPhysics. I missed two practicals. Fcuk. But yea, waking up early today, was worth it. I love the practical today! I had my lungs checked for any sort of diseases or what nots. Cause I was the only smoker in my group, I was told to get my test first. A healthy person's lung capacity is of an average of 3.1 litres. Mine was 2.92 litres and Atiq's was 4.83 litres (if i'm not wrong, it's around there). Turns out, above average, is much much much better cause it means you've got much healthier lungs.

Ouh shiit.. I want to live longer. Mine's below average. Dang~ I REALLY GOTTA QUIT SMOKING!!! Well, maybe after 12pm today. ^^ Haha! Crazy~

I LOVE AFFANDI!

❤ Sya

2009-11-23T22:24:00.004+08:00

I want to get a picture of Me and Baby framed and hanged in my room!

Right, so yesterday, we started the day together with gloomy faces from him to me and me to him. Haha, yea, so Mr Heartthrob here rode us to Macritchie Resevoir Park and we managed to shake off the gloomy faces. Teehee!

We headed to Juncti8n later evening bought tickets to 2012! Yayyyyyy~ At last! Watched it, Loved it! Thanks Sayang! Mwarcks!

Yeap, so the movie ended around 11pm and off to meet my BabyG, Faa! Wee! Miss her much! We shall confirm the weekend, well, if we could.

Indulging in the lots right now. Hee!

I broke two clips and loose one. Tsk. Those were my favourite. And I love my bloated belly! Mommy said I look like a Munk. -_-''

So I gathered every courage I had and finally got myself to look into exboyfriend's folder. Saddening and heartbreaking as it is, I deleted every photo of your's and us. Your voice records, videos and documents. Finally, I've not only erased you Boy, I erased all our memories too. Is there anyway I could erase the memories stored in my head too? I hope this makes you feel alot better as it does for me. Cause erasing all your stuff off my lappy gave me a lot more storage! ^^

I might not be blogging for the next days or maybe even weeks. I'm cutting my ties with the world.

❤ Sya

2009-11-22T12:56:00.003+08:00

Weekend's not done yet, it's already been one crazy time for me.

I'm up early today. Feeling kinda queasy.
Going out with Honey in 2 hours time. Hmph, he haven't told me what we'll be doing today.
Dang~ I've got no idea what to wear. Is it going to rain to today? Hope not.

I wonder where my GFs could be. Yes Fafa and Atiin, I'm talking about you two. Atiin lagi, picit aku pun takda cey. Da lepas celebrate birthday dia, terus gone cey. Alright, hush my mouth already. They're just too busy maybe. Miss 'em much!

Had a little chat with an ignorant person sometime ago. Here's to you ASSHOLE, I hope you got strike by lightning or something. I am every bit of a heartless motherfucker as you are, Loser!

Yea, I made up my mind, I ain't going to the gathering you guys are planning. Count me out. And don't bother asking me why.
Fuck you back!

❤ Sya

2009-11-20T20:55:00.007+08:00

Yes, Alus is definitely right.
http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_455410.html

Yummy or disgusting?

Maybe disgusting because I was already digging in when I decided to take a picture of it. I was craving so badly for this dish. Awefully awesome meal.

I am pleased with myself for improving so much in ENGMEC. I could make it through this second round.

So many things going on around me but I ain't moving. Drag me along with you, Baby. I don't know what else to do. I'm feeling so damn gloomy as though everything's wrong. I'm feeling surreal. Everytime I'm with you, I ran out of words to express myself. Everything that was wrong, became true. All that was on my head, suddenly just vanished and you assured me everything would be fine. I believed you, still do. Dang it~, Life, you're spoiling on me. Tell me this ain't happening, please!

You might want to look back every now and then. I might be doing that face behind you're back. =)

Confidence, I need you so badly now.

Very well, working on my vocal chords now. Im feeling giddy already.

❤ Sya

2009-11-19T21:53:00.002+08:00

Cause, I am SyaFierce. -_-''

Alright, love today! I'll develop fever again soon.
School was great, I guess. Rain, rain, rain. Ngee Ann was flooded everywhere! Classmates came to class soaking wet as bare footed (some loose their slippers). Atiq and I was watching Wild Bunny throughout classes. Ooowee~ I'm starting to know why so many people are into Korean Boy/Girl Band/Group (s).

Right, so, it was still raining when Baby came to pick me up. I always keep the windbreaker in my helmet bag so at least my top was not wet. Pity Baby, he was frigging wet and was soaking. I hugged him still, sexay! Haha, ok.

I hate the weather and floods. Reminded me so much about the drowning incident. Tsk.

So Syg, I guess we did manage to clear some misunderstandings, right? You know I didn't mean to not answer you and all. I made you mad several times today. Well, the best thing about you is that you got so irrational and go all ballistic so fast and cool down fast too. In no time, you're all smiles again. I know you can't resist me Baby. Haha, OK! Noo. You're just THAT type. I looiiike~ (=
Yeap, we met up after so long. Sanggup dia fetch me though it's raining heavily. Thanks HubbyBaby. Hope you won't fall sick. I love you, Syg! Mwarcks!

Please, please, please! I'm learning to trust again. You know I've got a soft heart and very gullible to everything you people will ever say. Mind your words from now on, please. Stop poisoning my mind, okay? (=

❤ Sya

2009-11-18T12:57:00.002+08:00

FCUK! JUST 5 WORDS!

I MISS YOU EFFING MUCH!

2009-11-18T11:37:00.003+08:00

I don't have any idea what has got into me. Have I gotten my attention on something else? Have I got it on you? Do you think so too? But you're seldom around now. Too tired and busy but I forced myself to understand, and I did. I would love to stare deep into your eyes to find the reasons that you just won't voice out. I sense that something is wrong, I know it. I knew it! Only a week more but.. What have I done? What has gotten into my mind? What was and am I thinking?

I think it is safe to say that I am lost in confusion right now.

I love YOU.

❤ Sya

2009-11-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

I miss FAA already too!

Okay, I'm gonna start the story-telling session.

On 14 November 2009, ...... I just love AFFANDI! Thanks for the night and supper, Baby!

On 15 November 2009, FAFAISYATIIN and QAMAL took a loooooong bus ride to East Coast Park. We were all feeling 'OOOweee~' and just wanted to have one hell of a time together and we did! Faa and Qamal took turns playing security, guarding our stuffs. Beside our spot under the shades, was a Malay family of Mats and Minahs. Even the Mom and Dad are like thier sons and daughters.

Atin and I was really enjoying the cooling waters when we noticed the sudden change in the tide and weather. The sky was crowded with black clouds on our left and the Sun was shining bright on our right. I insisted for us to get back up and pack our stuffs to head for a shelter before it rains. We did, so did the family beside us.

Bathed and ready for our next plan, we noticed parked police cars and a crowd on the beach. Being such nosy kids, we decided to poke our nose in between the packed beach. We saw the Family that was sitting next to us on the rocks, looking out to the sea, sobbing, crying. Someone drowned, one of thier own. Later we heard from the crying Brother and Mother that he was swimming out for the ball and never came back. We stayed for about two more hours, but the police and civil defence force came back and forth to shore with nothing. More and more cries and the day was getting dark. We couldn't stay and watch any longer. We were all traumatized. We saw him, and the last time I saw him, he was happy playing in the waters with the kids. He's only 18.

Journey back home was silent. We can't stop thinking that it could have been us to get caught in the tide. And one of their family member asked why we hadn't help? We weren't there. We didn't know. We skipped school yesterday, all of us. We googled and bought newspapers, only to find out that they still haven't found his body. Fcuk it. You have to be there to understand.

Today, was fun. Only one hour or less in school. Sigh, I gotta meet Baby soon. I miss Baby frigging much.

❤ Sya

2009-11-15T23:19:00.004+08:00

What a day.
Bitter-sweet memories.
It was suppose to be perfect.
It was, until...
Nevermind, i'll blog all about it tomorrow.
When i feel so much better.

Meanwhile, my 'FAVOURITE' EXBOYFRIEND send me an offline instant message yesterday, asking me to listen to Jay Sean's All Or Nothing.
Take a look.

Right, HadiHairilHambali~ I got what you mean! All or nothing eh? Look, I ain't trying to get back to you or anything. I just don't hold grudges anymore against you. So it isn't my fault that we ain't even friends. And yes I left you for him. Yes, it is worth mine and your pain, combined. I'm really, extremely happy with my life now. Eventhough you're not around anymore. Just so you know, you're all or nothing too! Hmph, I choose nothing! Thanks a zillion, but really, there's really no need to. Yea? Aww, you're still thinking of me. Toooo bad, you don't deserve me already. You blew every inch of my life/trust/respect and took me for granted! It does feel great letting you go Ham. I do not regret a single bit! You're still reading my blog every now and then, I know. Read this again and screw it tight in your head! All the frigging best BOY! =)

Hate me for all I care. I ain't talking shit. It's from the bottom of my heart.

❤ Sya

2009-11-12T23:34:00.004+08:00

Was with these two Jackos today. Weeee~

Long time no lepak eh! Basically, skipped school today. As usual, I let myself to oversleep and tell myself to wake up awhile later. You know what happened next. I decided to meet Baby but he got caught up with something. Sad.

Got hold of Farit later and we lepak awhile then to pool and then to town. Thanks uh eh Pei Xiang for making all wait for your FRIENDS! Haha.

Farit, KARAT LUH LU MAIN POOL! Hahahahahaha! Okay, joking! I'm not any better. Pei Xiang's the winner.

Ignore the red eyes, flash sucks.

I want to go school already luh! Sigh~

Sorry Baby, didn't get to meet you. Should have told me earlier you were at Yew Tee. Let's look forward to Saturday ok? Nak hug tighttight! And Sunday, Ouhgod~ Don't let it be a wet day please!

This is suppose to be a short post, gotta sleep early! Must not skip school again!

❤ Sya

2009-11-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

Today, Nur Fatin Safari turn 17!
Happy birthday missy! May you enjoy the rest of the year and happy growing! Yayy! So now me and Faa will boast about turning 18 pulak k? Hahahahaha! I LOVE YOU SIS!

And yea, yesterday, HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO ATINMAL/QAMATIN!!
May all bless your relationship and happyhappy together always! Stay sweeeeeeeeet!

First, reminder to myself, SUBMIT MC!

I am so comfortable gaining weight. I think the chocolates Atiq gave me had come to an effect. Haha, been eating lotsa junks in school and big meals at home. Plus Baby been taking me out to eat at coffee shops, basically, lotsa oily Nasi/Mee Goreng(s). Haha! I feel so heavy and I love it! No need no cod liver oil, Daddy! I'm gaining weight without it.

Went home early! A little rest before Baby came to pick me up for Adeline's tutoring lesson. You're doing great Adeline. Okay, gotta do up your Chemistry paper before the next tutoring lesson. =)

Horrendous Thursday! We'll start of with stupid BioPhysic's practical which I'm so not looking forward to. Ouhnoo~

Yeayea! At last i found FARIT!! Haha! My PANTAT!

But, weeee~ Ni my SAAAAAAAYANG! Cute or what?

I love it when I wake up every morning to feel so complete. Ahh! I want hug tighttight!

Daddy caught me smoking and he's really dissapointed cause I told him I already quit. You're gonna help me to stop right Baby?

And no one knows

Why i'm into you

Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes

And no one know, the things we've been through

Can never measure up to half of what i put you through

That's why we'll break through

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring

And ain't no one i compare you to

And i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what

And that's why i plan to do the same thing for you

And i want you to know

So many comments and talks about us, and I don't care what they say/do, I'm gonna be with YOU!

❤ Sya

2009-11-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

I look round. Even rounder, my Baby.

I gained 4kg.

I was dissapointed twice today.

I skipped an OPEN BOOK quiz today.

I've got a swollen eye.

I've got MC for two days.

I'm not allowed to wear contact lenses.

I can't see for next two weeks.

I'm going to skip another quiz tomorrow.

I heard my parents compared me to my fcuked up brother.

I do not find it a need to go THERE!

H is just so FCUKED UP and JEALOUS!

A classmate wears make-up to school only on Mondays.

Motherfucker thinks I don't know she's refering to me.

I'll make her get a taste of her own medicine.

Zak and Melvan wanted a Toyol.

I wish my past didn't happen at all.

I wish i'm living a fantasy.

I want this drama to stop.

I love Affandi.

❤ Sya

2009-11-06T22:13:00.003+08:00

So I figured something out today (it's been swirling in my head all day);

Dimple is a form of face deficiency, and it is suppose to make you look cute. By defination, cute means 'ugly but adorable'. OMG. I'm suffering from major face deficiencies especially on my cheeks and chin! And it's suppose to look CUTE! -__-''

A classmate asked, 'Why you bring bowling ball to school?' another said, 'HELMET LAA DEY!'
Zak said, 'GOT LIGHTER, NO ROKOK! GOT KEY, GOT HELMET, NO BIKE! WHAT IS THIS?!'
Jasper said 'Huh! I lazy luh want to climb up to block 37! Can I go out, catch a cab then go there?'

Haha, school is frigging AWESOME. Being the odd one and having to mix around with other repeat students ain't that bad after all. They're naughty too, know! Well I hope I would manage and pass through this time round, with 'this' bunch.

ATIQ BE JEALOUS!! I'M WATCHING PARANORMAL ACTIVITY FIRST!! TOMORROW!! OOOOOOweeee~

Haha! Can't wait! I hope it won't rain tomorrow! I wanna spend time with SAAAAAAYAANG!!

❤ Sya

2009-11-05T12:53:00.004+08:00

YAYYYYY~

From a friend with a truetrue heart.
Did just about anything to make me smile!
Thank you! MuahMuah!

❤ Sya

2009-11-05T00:11:00.007+08:00

We didn't plan to wear the same colour. It was just a strawberry day! ^^

Eventhough she's just plain crazy, she cheered me up real well and fast. Cause she's always so full of funnyfunny craps to say. Atiq is such a wonderfulwonderful lady! Thanks for the strawberry gel. Weee~ I wonder what she's got in store for me tomorrow. Hmph.
I love sharing!

I love AE boys. Thanks for staying back and helping me do my damn MOL.

I miss Baby so much!
Today was, i guess, the first time we argued so bad. I'm glad we got over it fast. I panicked and teared in the train. (call me a cry baby)
Saturday, Honey! Saturday!!!!!! I can't wait! Pick me up on Friday horr~ I wanna go cut fringe already luh. Mwarcks!! i Love you! i Love you! i Love you! i Love you! i Love you!

Moving on; lost in emotions? NOT! Just being kind to consider 'em feelings.
Think, thought and hands up, I passed. I meant that.

❤ Sya

2009-11-03T12:18:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahahahahahahaha!
My first ELtech class with two warning letters. Suck balls Mr Flirtatious!

Thanks Faizal for answers to those damn tutorial questions. Haha! Great Buddy! (=

Currently in school library, feeling 'ooooweeee~'. Good day today! Mommy and Kiddo got back home yesterday but I was all emo to blog about it. I wish I was in KL with him and cuzzies! Mwarcks~

Baby's picking me up from school later, 'ooooweee~' again! But fcuk the lappy and bag. Grrr~

Can I get up and dance now? I feel like doing so. Heeee! *(cute face)

Speaking of parties, someone's birthday coming up soon luh hehh~ OMG. Gotta start counting down already. 8 more days, Atiin. 8 more days to 'hahahahahahahahaha', 17. Okay, sorry. Love you BabyG.

Now I feel like hugging everyone! Lemme start with disgusting Atiq beside me now! Gahhh!! Weeee~ Love you crazy lady!

❤ Sya

2009-11-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

Today is a 2nd. I'm deteriorated, paranoid and unconvinced. This pains me.
Tomorrow would be another day. I hope its much clearer than it is today.
Tell me I am strong.

❤ Sya

2009-11-01T15:52:00.004+08:00

First and foremost, I'm gonna reply all tags here.

To Adeline: Well, I don't think that you're fat. It looks just right for your age. And guess what, your figure makes you look older, know! Unlike me, I look like kids. -__-'

To Atiq: Okay, you just wait! Nanti eh kaw. I'm gonna plan something with Melvan!

To Alus: -__-'' notice that the picture is senget. That was why her leggings nampak sebelah panjang and the other pendek.

To Faa: Ohhyea, just one time! I love you!

Honey came over during his breaks from work. *winks

So I didn't really review any school work neither did I do tutorials or homeworks. Fcuk. Gotta start soon somehow. Okay, so, well, uhm, last night was a blast though we're missing three family members. Honey took me and Babybro out to dinner. And we slacked around the house like 'Weeeeee~' . Honey and Eli got along really well. Haha.

Haha, Eli's growing preety fast. He is already taller than I am, know. And yeah, congratulations Babybro on your achievements in your studies. He was complimented and awarded for doing very well this end-of-year examinations. Keep it up Bro! But for Kiddo, -____-" . Just buck up! Sissy's always here to help.

❤ Sya

2009-10-31T14:51:00.003+08:00

I'm still catching up on my breath. I didn't expect shopping with BabyGs last night would make me so damn lethargic. I was down with major migraine when I got home. Ahaa, well, it was very worth my while and cash though. Haha. Cause money wise, I got everything I think I should get my hands on. And time wise, I got to spend the time with BabyGs! And the 'cherry on top of the cake' for the day was to meet Honey though it was only for a while. Wee~

So I am all alone at home now. Babybro's not home yet. Ohh dang~ I'm already missing Daddy, Mommy and Kiddo. Uhhhhh~

Ouh, now I remembered, I promised to do my homeworks and tutorials didn't I? Maaaaaaaybe later! Hee!

I wish it's already 6pm. Love you Baby!

❤ Sya

2009-10-29T20:30:00.005+08:00

So this Girl here made the joke of the day! I was ready to tell everyone that she bought XXXXXXs to school! Dang~ I can imagine sia the 7-eleven staffs' faces. Atiq, don't do it again luh please.. Enthu sia you......

Yayy! At last I went to school, though I overslept and skipped Biophysic's practical in the morning. How happy Mr Ross was when he had full attendence today. Someone then said 'It'll be your first and your last time to have full attendence!' Haha! I was always the misssing one.

I love Fafatiin! Cheer up both of you!Mwarcks!

So I'll be left alone with Babybro for a few days. Daddy's heading to Melaka while Mommy and Kiddo head to Kuala Lumpur. Sheesh~ And Baby would be busy working from morning to night and then morning to night again. Ohhhnooooo~

Alright, hands up! I'll take this time to review my studies and do my damn tutorials.

Ouh, did i mention? Today's my lucky day. To school, it was a guy from SP. On my way home, another guy. He's from NP I think. Haha. Fat hope, I Love my Hubby.

I miss FandiBaby! Hugs!

❤ Sya

2009-10-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

Honey stood up and walked away. He brought back a flower he plucked from the bushes. Haha, appreciated!

It has only been two weeks since school reopened. I haven't been attending lessons for already three consecutive days now. DANG IT! Preety horrendous I should say. I hadn't wish for things to go this way. A pleasure to have my Honey around but I felt quite deteriorated. School wise, I missed a lot. Atiq said a guy from our Digital Electronic class kinda missed me and always asked about me. Haha! But then again, Love blossoms. That counts the most!

So I was absent again today because I let myself to oversleep and enjoy the comfort of my bed. Plus, last night was terrible, Sya vs Exboyfriend. So I thought I needed some air. I am forever to be grateful that Honey's always around when I needed him. Thank you Baby! I Love You!

So Crazy Lady, Atiq, got so enthusiastic about buying the Lovebox to fool me. Well, I already knew about it. Haha.

I hate this period of time. Can I get out of this mood swings please.
STOP feeling SORRY Sya. H deserved it.
Paranoid!

❤ Sya

2009-10-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

Lasered them all off!
And Honey had the hearts to say that he wants to add more tattoos. Dang~
So he said it felt like his skin was burning and he endured the pain by chewing on the Mentos we bought earlier.

Was at Vivo after and I screwed up big time! Fcuk them GV staffs!

SHITO!
I MOVED ON. I MOVED ON. I MOVED ON.
I AM DOING SO GOOD. DO NOT, AND I MEAN, REALLY, DO NOT OPEN YOUR FULL-OF-SHIT-MOUTH AND SAY THEM MOTHERFCUKING THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE ME PITY YOU, EXBOYFRIEND! WELL, GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE WAYYYYYYYYY AT THE BACK OF MY MIND RIGHT NOW! I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE. YOU'VE NEVER EXISTED. FCUKTARD!
.Bitched!.

How many times have I ever mentioned? I am REALLY better off this way! So if you have a problem with me being and living my life this way, then.. Uhrg, you know what, FUCK YOURSELF! PLEASE DO!

I'm staying where I am. I've found my comfort zone.

❤ Sya

2009-10-26T14:01:00.011+08:00

Looking serious ain't he?

25/10/09
HAPPY ONE MONTH BABY!

Like i mentioned, you really are one hell of a thriller boy! Too mischievous to explain, too many great thoughts you have in your mind. A guy who knows what he wants in life and is never afraid to face any facts. Dealt every ups and downs of life with dignity and pride. A guy who never stops craving for attention, just like I am. Never fail to put a smile on my face. It is hard for me to be down whenever you're around. Yes Honey, so this relationship proves that 'One man's trash is the next man's treasure'.

One month passed. Looking forward to spending the next months and years with you Sweetheart. Boy, you took my breath away. I Love You.

We decided to watch 'Imagine That' at last. Cause Honey has a BIGBIG mouth and told the lady behind the counter that I was 17, so HolloweenII had to be put out of our minds. Dang~ Remaining two hours before Movie was hillarious. We played pool and I won the very first game. Subsequently, Honey won two times before i got to win again. We wrapped up cause Honey got hungry. I had Shrimps though I shouldn't have due to this never dying allergies. But anything is possible to happen when I'm with this Sweetheart, I was cured instantly. 'Imagine That' was, should i say, just right for me. Honey thought it was okay too, he got bored most of the time through out the show. Then after, off to HENDERSON WAVES!

We didn't really sit on the bridge for long cause our spot was invaded by a very noisy family and Honey said he would fall asleep (layankan angin). So we found another spot near the carpark. It was cold but things got too warm after. Haha, no yellow heads please! We did left something behind right Honey? Had dinner by the roads and to Teban next.

Night at home was horrible! I shall not mention anything to spoil the happy mood here nor shall I vent my anger. =)

26/10/09

It has been a very very long time since we met this dude. Getting more cool and hot at the same time. It was very nice to see my Bro here in a newly found life, so happy, so comfortable. And at last!, he found the courage to BURN those pictures of them who mistreated him and took him for granted. I am so jumping for joy for you Fiique!

Gemok, as always, wants to get infront of a camera. She has always dreamt about Paparazzi and Cameraman following and tailing her everywhere she would go. Giggles. Cute ambition huh, this girl? So met Atin and Qamal after. The filthy air was cleared, I was just too damn paranoid. Well, today was fun too!

Tomorrow, sigh, I would say a few prayers for Honey before bedtime today. I hope everything would be perfectly fine and painless. Laser it all off Honey. I Love You, my One and Only, Affandi!

❤ Sya

2009-10-24T19:19:00.010+08:00

It was 10am and I was getting sleepy from boring BioPhysics. Kind Atiq suddenly said 'Sya, want sweets?' and she took out from her bag a box which made me from sleepy to eyes-wide-opened. I quickly snatched the box from her hand and examined it. 'Wtf.' , I said. The box, was actually a Mint-Box. The design and all, exactly like Love-Box luh! I thought she brought CONDOMS to school! How long has this thing been around? I just knew about it, NOOB~ Haha, anyways, the Mint rocks! Gotta get my hands on some!

It says 'Mint-Box'.

And this, is the Love-Box. Similar eh?

So Friday was surprisingly interesting though almost my whole timetable was about Engineering Mechanics. Mr Wong is so understanding and he helped me and hopefully the whole class to better understand the thing about this module. Ahh~ I hope I would pass this time round with Mr Wong!

He released us early and off i went to meet the Girls. So they decided to watch 'The Blue Mansion'. Truth was, i paid for the tickets half-heartedly as i thought it was a mistake to watch a local movie but I was soooooo wrong. The drama, the humour and twist at the end changed my mind. You guys should catch that movie. Really, it was that great! Support local productions! Haha!

I'm still thinking about the old woman who begged by the streets of Orchard Road. We found her behind The Heeren yesterday. At the sight of her, I just felt like breaking down. Moreover she was a Malay. I looked at my BabyGs and then at myself, I just bought a pair of new shoes, we were each holding a Magnum in our hands. She was looking at us. We were enjoying life like nobody's business and there she was, begging to eat, to drink. I handed her some cash and bought her a drink. Where is she now? How is she doing? Shit, I'm going sentimental now. =(

We own this!! Nice right? G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S.! I know!

Just at home today. Rest! Tomorrow's a big day with FandiBaby! Weeeeeeeee~ I Love You Honey!

❤ Sya

2009-10-22T21:52:00.005+08:00

Daddy woke me up like seven in the morning and was telling me to give a lecture to this skater boy. Sigh, Kid, make Daddy's life easier can? Aleeeeeeeeeeh~
Anyhoos, the picture kinda cute right? Haha, like sister like brother.

So skipped lectures today. Sick luh horr~ Honey took me to Polyclinic and as usual, the wait was frigging long. At last i bought my Nasal spray. Gooooooodbye SINUS!
Nothing much today, Honey nap-ed on my lap and I watch them wannabe skater boys cum matreps worked their things. Wished i had more time with Honey. The talks we had was effingly stressing but made alot of sense. The outcome of it all, tonight, was 'positive'ly, negative. But we're both happy about it.

Which calls for a celebration! Honey, I know you'll read this sometime soon. Sunday is a must ok? It'll be a happy day for both of us. Please eh Hun, nomore Monkey Business and be late or what-so-ever. Moreover, its a 25th horr!

Treating my BabyGs tomorrow. See ya at Cineleisure! Loves!

Lessons learnt;

Contact lenses run dry on the roads.
Never to wear earstuds when i'm wearing helmet.

Is my Babyboy cuter or my brother?

❤ Sya

2009-10-21T21:57:00.003+08:00

WAITING FOR WHAT? STOP SMOKING UH!

Abey, NABEI!
Weee~ I'll be down with fever tomorrow. Yea, I predicted so. Haha! Will be absent from school.

FCUK! I just received a text which simply triggered my FCUKED UP nerve!
UHRG~!!

No mood already luh to continue blogging.. Fcuking off!

❤ Sya

2009-10-20T09:02:00.002+08:00

Fcuk. Fcuk. Fcuk.
I feel so effing down luh~
Dont like! Dont like! Dont like!

Currently in school, FCUK LUH! Skipped another lesson. Cause i was so bloody stupid! I didnt meant to be such a snob luh BABY! ANAK KAMBING LUH SYA~ SIAL UHH~

Somebody, please~ Anybody? I need a shoulder to cry on now. I want my Daddy!! WAAAAARGH~

BLOODY FCUKHEAD LUH SYA~BLOODY FCUKHEAD LUH SYA~
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❤ Sya, FCUKERHEAD!

2009-10-19T23:33:00.004+08:00

I'm in trouble, im an addict! Im addicted to oversleeping on school days! Haha! Sigh, supposingly to attend ELTECH(the module i had to repeat again, -___- ) at 8am today but sigh.. Slept till about 11.30am. So i just attended afternoon Communication toolkit class and ouh it was awesome! I love my tutor! Played 'Bingo' and i was 2nd! Haha! I was famous for wearing size 6 shoes. Haha, so i saw some familiar faces like Chris, Pamela, Kaizer. I was the only Malay girl there but there was another Malay guy, Amirul, yet to know him better.

Well, soon after class, I met up with these two LOVELIES~ yayy!! Effing missed!! Went for an early dinner with them and was later joined by FATfaa! Haha! Yayyness~ was so glad that we got this chance to meet up and catched up on each other. Big hugs to Yaii and Alus!! Hearts2!

And uhm, a GREATgreatGREAT day was completed with heart warming words from a LOVED one. Thank you, i wish you all the very best in your days to come. *knock knuckles

I miss FandiBaby.

❤ Sya

2009-10-18T22:07:00.004+08:00

Aiiiiiiiiseeeeyyyyyhh BEDAH!!!
Today was very the awesome luh huh!! Okay, so i was to blame, Babygirls said i 'forgot' to blog about them! Well, nah! Today, was all about my precious sisters. Firstly met with FATfaa and we got lost in Woodlands. How stupid of us! Weeeeeee~ after we finished up our 'business' in Woodlands, we headed back to hometown, Yew Tee and met up FATin. So as always, FATin's crib turned to a Zoo for a moment while we were there. Gaaaaahh~
HAHA! FATfaa, FATin. Me? No FAT! Keke! Hearts2!
Ouh yes, so we converted my facebook account to FAFAISYATIIN's account. Add horr~

Tomorrow luh.. School luh.. Lazy luh.. Don't wanna go luh.. Honey scold me luh.. Aiyaaaaa~ Mommy, Daddy, I don't wanna go school anymore please........

FandiBaby, there's one thing I'd like you to do, send me to school tomorrow can? Motivation luh~ Need those like alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot. Don't want to find myself skipping lectures and all again. Waaaaargh~

Atin, be strong.

MAK!! AKU MALAS LUH!!!!!!!!

❤ Sya

2009-10-18T00:19:00.004+08:00

Wtf, blogger. Wtf, blogger. Wtf, blogger. Or maybe some bloody idiot tapped into my net. Seemed like forever to load this page.

Hmm, met My Love late today. As always Naughty boy here won't go home early to bed. So, was at West Coast, had a little lunch and sat by the waters, like we did the first time we got together. Hee! Met Munk, Jup and girlfriend at carpark later and headed to play Left4Dead together. Yayy2! It was really very nice having all this got together thing. It been a long time since with the usuals. Haish, missed. But hahh, FAT HOPE LUH SYA!! They've all forgotten about me luh kan, but too bad, I've no frigging regrets! Forget about me lorr.. I've lived and am living without YOU guys lorr.. Some friends. TskTskTsk.

Back to today, had dinner with Honey at Teban and sat around for awhile. Baby said that I'm growing fatter now. Cause he luh, always feed me. Wee~ It was figging cold luh huh on the way back home. Mom didnt ask me to bring the windbreaker for nothing horr. Aiyaaa~ Honey's been coughing out phlegms for almost 4 days now. I wish you'll get well soon Sweetheart.

Thanks for the great2 day! I Love You soo very much Baby! Hugs and Kisses you many2 Sayang!!Ouh, so, we're almost a month! =)

❤ Sya

2009-10-14T23:16:00.005+08:00

Who says I left them? Who says I'm leaving all those kick-ass memories? Who says I broke the bond? Sisters and Brothers, lets get this straight. Maybe you're just like me, love to stick you're nose into stuffs you're not allowed and not invited to know. But then again, it's our fault cause we publicised it on a place where its too obvious. Hahh. One commented and the other was paranoid. Both parties must chill.
So, we'll deal this like big girls should ok? I love both. =)

Yayy! Met Honey! The time now is 11.37pm. Will meet him again in less than 12 hours!
Mwarcks5!

So, just watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving 'you'!

❤ Sya

2009-10-13T23:36:00.009+08:00

Nothing much to say, just miss Honey alot! I want to sleep in his arms again. Tonight, can? I hope you'll come pick me up tomorrow. I wanna go chill.
Cause today i was involved in something i really don't wanna stick my nose into. Just so damn tired of listening and seeing you either get hurt or you hurt yourself! Naughty boy! Grow up fast! You must know, I'm the protective sister. I'm the eldest sibling in the household. I won't let anybody hurt my brothers. Didnt mean to hurt anybody. Sorry if i did somehow, Huda.
So guys, come near my brothers, create a fuss, call your mother-fucking dogs, touch them, ..ouh you'll see, your not just gonna deal with me, i'm only your first barrier. You'll find yourself running to save your sorry ass next. Try baby, try me, try us. You start it, we'll finish you up.

Yeap, i'm just doing too well right now. I'm feeling on top of the world! What more can i ask for?Just one thing, gotta meet up with Honey soon. Effing missed!

You changed my direction, so much love and affection.

❤ Sya