Sinner.






Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 9:57 PM



I hate life.
It's so unfair.
Maybe this is just another down moments in my life.
Its also the worst.

There's a saying;
If you love someone, let him/her go. If it comes back to you, the love's true. He/She is yours to love.

What if that happens to you?
And then you felt so overjoyed.
And you thought its forever now.
So you gave your all.
Not long after,
He/She is gone.
Again.

You loose him/her for the second time.
In fact, this is the third.

I'm so lost.

To be honest,
I think im loosing my bestfriend too.
I don't know to what or whom.
I just got this feeling that we're dirfting apart.

Which makes me feel,
I've lost my pillar,
My shoulder to cry on.
No one to turn to other than my confused self.

I'm not sure who is going to read this
but, hey, you can hate me, can damn me,
Just don't ask me what I meant.
I just won't stick around anymore.
I'm a cave girl now.

Soul searching is a waste of time.
I admit failure.
White flag and I surrender.
I won't build my life anymore,
I'll let life build me.

I hope everyone's happy now.

And with that,
This blog permanently is closed.

❤ Sya



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