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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 5:45 PM
Hey you, I know you're going to read this. I am, D-I-S-S-A-P-O-I-N-T-E-D. I really don't know what I've done. Chalet's next week. And we've been doing nothing but argue. I waited under the hot sun. I endured being alone all the time. I assured myself that I'm alright, when I sure do know that I'm really broken inside. Yea, you did nothing wrong. Just how I'm treated. Yes, you gave me everything I wanted. Please, gifts, money, and such, won't make me happy, you know? What I did wrong this time? You told me that nothing was wrong, but please, I'm not blind, I'm not stupid. Even if you got stressed up about something else other than me, there's no reason for you to treat me that way, right? I've done nothing but wishing I could help. And you? You made me feel as though I'm just a burden. You don't even talk to me. I really am useless to you, am I?
You're not serious are you? None of our arguments are funny you know? How come you can make a joke out of our arguments? It's really hurting. It's just so hard for us to communicate. Try understanding me. Tsk. I really don't know. I haven't paid the damn bills. And so I guess, phone's only for music soon. If things go on this way; I'm afraid it's just too late. I'm really losing my head. ❤ Sya |
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Sya. 18.
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