DARN,

Its Monthsary again. Happy 16th Monthsary.
Blaablaablaa..
Had the worst.
Its the least of my worries now, i mean, why should i?
Eddy don't give a fcuk about what im feeling.
Thanks for making me cry again Eddy.

New Principle in life: OK, GO! Anything also can luh!
as long as your happy eh Edd.

Just got sick-er and sick-er and then sick-est!
My whole life is not just about entertaining you.
I've got my whole life to plan and live.
If you just want to kill me slowly with your games,
then i don't plan to plan you in my life.

Eddy, I'm sorry that i'm blogging this in.
And i am not at all embarrassed to let people read about you!
About what a boyfriend i own.
But u JERK! You used to be so loving!
Where's the boyfriend i love?
Why'd you have to make me smile in the morning,
and guess what, with LIES!
We talked about this, haven't you remembered?
LIE..LIE..LIE..
LIE YOUR LIFE THROUGH!

Just so you know,
I won't give a fcuk anymore Eddy.
You told me you realised about what you've become.
So avoid your foolish acts ASS!
Why you still being stupid?
When you know what you'll do,
Then we can talk okay?
LEAVE ME TO MY FRIGGING SELF NOW!!

And i don't blame you for what you have become.

Boy, I've been trying to stay
But I don't know what to do
You're everything I know
It's so hard to let you go.

Tired of you and you're behaviour Eddy.
Im through with you.
So, fcuk you Eddy.