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Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 12:50 AM
 HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY HADI ZUHAIRI AKA ELI AKA BABYBROTHER!Wish you all the best in studies and everything that you do. Hope you and Aliah would last long okay? But, never forget your studies okay? That is a million times more important! If you were to feel down, always know that i your sister here will always be by you okay? Be a good son and brother. Daddy, Mommy, Akak and Abang love you!   Haish.. Yesterday was bad but today was worst! What more can i do to help us? Everything i touch becomes rotten. Why is it always me? I already have enough problems. Yea, i'm the one who is refraining from talking about us. I don't even know what to say. Each time i opened my mouth, you'll find my fault. And you'll find every reason to say that i caused it. I'l never win over you. I don't know what to do. You keep saying things that you don't mean at all. And then i'll keep getting pissed off with you. Im really sick, tired and confused. If i have a choice, i would leave you. But really, i don't. I felt how it was like without you. I don't wanna go through that again. I hate that you'll always win in any sort of arguments.If i am then, why did we got back together? Im dissapointed. I bet you feel the same way too. I don't know how to move forward from here. I won't talk. It'll just hurt you again. I'll always say something wrong. I really can't go on this way. We'll just hate each other more. I swear, all this is just a dream. You'll do good. And i still believe in your words.
-One can not truly experience the beauty of love without enduring the pain that comes with it once it is lost. Lotsa Hearts, SYASYA * |
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