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Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 11:01 PM
Dear Love,
I know you're going to read this. Hmph, so here goes. I'm sorry that i am not that great a person that you thought i was. I did many mistakes in my life and then to your's too. I am glad that you continued staying on with me eventhough you realised what a horrible girlfriend i was. I'm very sorry that my awful self never made you feel proud to tell others that you are attached to me. But Dear, i remembered when you told me that others didn't matter in our relationship. i remembered you telling me that nothing can ever get in between our love. but yet, look what was the cause of the shake right now. Im sorry Dear that i ain't like other girls who are much much good looking than i am. Baby, maybe, you're right. I'm just asking for too much from you. All i ever wanted was just for you and me to have a good relationship. To LOVE each other always and to be HONEST AND SINCERE Dear.. I'm sorry that i'm having trouble in trusting you right now because this is really not the first time Baby. How do you think i feel? I gave you my whole life Dear. Everything.. You're just to tired of listening. Am i giving you too much freedom or am i locking you up in my arms here? I'm brain dead now. Guess i'll just give you what you ever wanted so much. I hope you'll be happy with what you have right now. And i'm not interfering in anything. Don't beep me Boo. I'll be away from you for as long as you're happy. If that's how you want me to move on, than i will. I'll be stronger than you'll ever know and i hope you'll be glad that i'll not by your side now. Only god knows how hurt i am with your real self Dear. Be grateful Baby. Just be. Just let it die With no goodbyes Details don't matter We both paid the price Tears in my eyes You know sometimes It'd be like that baby There's only one me and you And how we used to shine No matter what you go through We are one, that's a fact That you can't deny So baby we just can't let The fire pass us by Forever we'd both regret So don't forget about us. -Mariah Carey P.S. I love you. |