Sinner.






Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 11:01 PM

Dear Love,

I know you're going to read this. Hmph, so here goes. I'm sorry that i am not that great a person that you thought i was. I did many mistakes in my life and then to your's too. I am glad that you continued staying on with me eventhough you realised what a horrible girlfriend i was. I'm very sorry that my awful self never made you feel proud to tell others that you are attached to me. But Dear, i remembered when you told me that others didn't matter in our relationship. i remembered you telling me that nothing can ever get in between our love. but yet, look what was the cause of the shake right now. Im sorry Dear that i ain't like other girls who are much much good looking than i am. Baby, maybe, you're right. I'm just asking for too much from you. All i ever wanted was just for you and me to have a good relationship. To LOVE each other always and to be HONEST AND SINCERE Dear.. I'm sorry that i'm having trouble in trusting you right now because this is really not the first time Baby. How do you think i feel? I gave you my whole life Dear. Everything.. You're just to tired of listening. Am i giving you too much freedom or am i locking you up in my arms here? I'm brain dead now.

Guess i'll just give you what you ever wanted so much. I hope you'll be happy with what you have right now. And i'm not interfering in anything. Don't beep me Boo. I'll be away from you for as long as you're happy. If that's how you want me to move on, than i will. I'll be stronger than you'll ever know and i hope you'll be glad that i'll not by your side now. Only god knows how hurt i am with your real self Dear. Be grateful Baby. Just be.

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret
So don't forget about us.

-Mariah Carey

P.S. I love you.


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