Sat at hm all day n watched tv like i nvr did before..
EVERYTHING JUST PISSED ME OFF RIGHT NOW!!
dear gfs, im sry..im sry for everything i did..i noe it's too much..this is a big blow..very..i'l fix things..i PROMISE!please dun let us end here..i still need you guys around..bt you noe what?dun blame it all on me..think of all the selfishness you guys had to urself?that time when u promised u wont say a word.but u did n caused my rship to shake on the day i had to go for an interview..that really spoilt my mood.i didnt get the job bkorx of u!and then, u said we did smtyn that makes u guys farked up?ohh my..please dears..we've been frens for soo long..we're more than frens..we're sisters..we grew up together..we ate together, we drank together, we laughed together, we cried together, we go to school together, we bitched together, we practically did everything together! we shared everything..we were made to be by each other, guys..we need one another to complete the term 'FAFAISYATIN'. i couldn't believe you said that to me..what i coulnt accept was the reason u gave me..it was pathetic.how can u let this be a barrier of our friendship?i nvr did complain abt yours..and y was this just raised today?y not raised the last time we sat together, just us girls?im just SOO SORRY all that this happened. it was really unexpected.. Gimme time and i promise, i'll fix everything.. I STILL DO LOVE YOU GIRLS..
Shafiq..please don't say that..i'm still here..and i'l be patient..take ur time..

Baby, please prove them wrong..please..i do not want to lose out on anything or anybody here..i'm doing all i could to save us..we need to balance things out..u need to show me and show the world what it really means..don't just say it..don't just swear to me..they don't know..they don't see it..they don't understand..lets show them, baby..lets show them and prove them all WRONG..we need to do this together baby..i promise, we'll be perfectly okay..

IT'S TIME I OPEN MY EYES, GET A REALITY CHECK, BE STRONG, BE CONFIDENT, MOVE ON AND GET THINGS DONE THEY WAY IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN.

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